Saturday, August 12, 2006
just when i thought my life was going haywire, things start falling in place again. i guess for the past few weeks i've been having this feeling like i'm falling far from God and just being under a lot of pressures and tests on my level of committment to the Lord. i read daily bread today and it said that sometimes we're going through bouts of spiritual darkness and sometimes instead of fighting it, we should instead leave it all to the Lord and just be cradled like an infant.
and cradled i was. through all the dark moments the Lord has been lifting me up and out of it. just that i've been too defeated to realise how good the Lord is. i've been praying for changes in the spiritual atmosphere at home and the bonding between my family members (which isn't THAT cheery though)... GUESS WHAT?
the Lord broke an unholy relationship up... between my sister and a non-believer! she actually spent the night in my mom's room talking to my mom! praise the Lord! He really does hear me! :D
it's given me this glimmer of hope... and i will press on in prayer and move on in faith.
-deborah
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